Lately I have been thinking a lot about life and what I really want and what life has in store for my husband and I. The good thing is that both of us are on the same pages and want the same things. The bad part is that the deepest desire we have may never come true. Truthfully, it makes my heart ache just thinking about it.
I try to keep a positive attitude and talk it over with God. Sometimes I feel so bad because lately this topic seems to comprise a large deal our "conversations."
I don't know what is right or how I should handle it, but I can't seem to shake the fear and really want to get some outside advice. My husband is a lot more positive and doesn't have this fear I do or if he does he is being strong for me.
How do you deal with similar feelings like this? I want to overcome this and just let God's will be, but I find myself almost begging at times.
Thanks for letting me get this off my chest, it fills my mind all day, so I figure it may help actually typing it out.